“As I was walking in a dark thick grave, ‘unspeakable glory’ seemed to open to the view and apprehension of my soul ... It was a new inward apprehension or view that I had of God; such as I never had before, nor anything that I had the least remembrance of it. So that I stood still and wondered and admired ... I had now no particular apprehension of any one person of the Trinity, either the Father, Son, or Holy Spirit, but it appeared to be divine glory and splendor that I then beheld. And my soul ‘rejoiced with joy unspeakable’ to see such a God, such a glorious divine being, and I was inwardly pleased and satisfied that he should be God over all forever and ever. My soul was so captivated and delighted with the excellency, the loveliness and the greatness and other perfections of God that I was even swallowed up in him, at least to that degree that I had no thought, as I remember at first, about my own salvation or scarce that there was such a creature as I.
"Thus, the Lord, I trust, brought me to a hearty desire to exalt him, to set him on the throne and to ‘seek first his Kingdom’, i.e. principally and ultimately to aim at his honor and glory as the King and sovereign of the universe, which is the foundation of the religion of Jesus ... I felt myself in a new world." (pp. 138-140)It was the Lord’s Day, July 12, 1739 and he was 21 years old. Two months later he entered Yale to prepare for the ministry.
Do we follow Him for the right reasons?Food for some serious thoughts!
Do we still have the wrong expectations of Him?
Are we still heading a wrong direction in life?
a. For the sake of performing another miracle to Peter9. What is the main message to you today and how may you apply it to your life?
b. So that, technically, He did not pay the tax Himself
c. Or…
“The New Testament always used the verb to offend (skandalizein) and the noun offence (skandalon) in a special way. The verb never means to insult or to annoy or to injure the pride of. It always means to put a stumbling-block in someone’s way, to cause someone to trip up and to fall. Therefore Jesus is saying: ‘We must pay so as not to set a bad example to others. We must not only do our duty, we must go beyond duty, in order that we may show others what they ought to do.’ Jesus would allow himself nothing which might make someone else think less of the ordinary obligation of life.” (Barclay, Matthew Vol. 2, 170)This same verb is thus used in Matthew 18:6,7.
a. Was it because they thought they had given or risked much in following Christ?2. Then Jesus emphatically proclaimed that “unless you change and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.”
b. Was it because they still had an earthly mindset?
c. Or…
a. What is meant by “becoming children”?3. The disciples were asking about who was the greatest, and yet Jesus gave a two-fold answer, both on entering and being the greatest. Do you think there is necessarily one who is the greatest in God’s kingdom?
b. Why do we have to become like children in order to enter the kingdom of heaven?
c. How can one become like children? Is it an easy or hard thing to do so? Why?
“If anyone causes one of these little ones — those who believe in me — to stumble, it would be better for them to have a large millstone hung around their neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea.”To me, these are words of deep emotion and He means what He says. He “hates” those who cause others to sin, especially those who believe in Him.
a. The negative aspect of church discipline?What might be the basis for the above?
b. The positive aspect of prayers?
1
There were ninety and nine that safely lay
In the shelter of the fold.
But one was out on the hills away,
Far off from the gates of gold.
Away on the mountains wild and bare.
Away from the tender Shepherd’s care.
Away from the tender Shepherd’s care.
2
“Lord, Thou hast here Thy ninety and nine;
Are they not enough for Thee?”
But the Shepherd made answer: “This of Mine
Has wandered away from Me;
And although the road be rough and steep,
I go to the desert to find My sheep,
I go to the desert to find My sheep.”
3
But none of the ransomed ever knew
How deep were the waters crossed;
Nor how dark was the night the Lord passed through
Ere He found His sheep that was lost.
Out in the desert He heard its cry,
Sick and helpless and ready to die;
Sick and helpless and ready to die.
4
“Lord, whence are those blood drops all the way
That mark out the mountain’s track?”
“They were shed for one who had gone astray
Ere the Shepherd could bring him back.”
“Lord, whence are Thy hands so rent and torn?”
“They are pierced tonight by many a thorn;
They are pierced tonight by many a thorn.”
5
And all through the mountains, thunder riven
And up from the rocky steep,
There arose a glad cry to the gate of Heaven,
“Rejoice! I have found My sheep!”
And the angels echoed around the throne,
“Rejoice, for the Lord brings back His own!
Rejoice, for the Lord brings back His own!”
“One evening a fellow-worker brought me a problem about a younger one who was missing the way of Love. This led to a wakeful night, for the word at such times is always, ‘Lord, is it I? Have I failed her anywhere? What do I know of Calvary Love?’ And then sentence by sentence the ‘Ifs’ came, almost as if spoken aloud to the inward ear.
“Next morning they were shared with another (for they had been written down in pencil in the night), and then shared with a few others. Afterwards, some copies were printed on our little hand press for the Fellowship only; and that led to this booklet.
“At first, when it was asked for, we felt, ‘No, it is far too private for that. But if it can help any to understand what the life of love means, and to live that life, then it is not ours to refuse…’
“And in case any true follower be troubled by the ‘then I know nothing,’ I would say, the thought came in this form, and I fear to weaken it. But here, as everywhere, the letter killeth. St. Paul counted the loss of all things as nothing that he might know Him whom he already knew; and the soul suddenly illuminated by some fresh outshining of the knowledge of the love of God shown forth on Calvary, does not stop to measure how much or how little it knew of that love before. Penetrated, melted, broken before that vision of love, it feels that indeed all it ever knew was nothing, less than nothing.”
If I cast up a confessed, repented, and forsaken sin against another, and allow my remembrance of that sin to color my thinking and feed my suspicions, then I know nothing of Calvary Love.
If I can hurt another by speaking faithfully without much preparation of spirit and without hurting myself far more than I hurt that other, then I know nothing of Calvary love.
If I belittle those whom I am called to serve, talk of their weak points in contrast perhaps with what I think of as my strong points; if I adopt a superior attitude, forgetting
"Who made thee to differ?
And what has thou that thou has not received?"
then I know nothing of Calvary love.
(Excerpts from “If” by Amy Carmichael)